The End Of Heartache

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 19:01:10 GMT

does anyone ever read this thing anymore??

well emily and i have been going out for 6 months now and its been the most amazing 6 months of my life i fucking love this girl to death she is my everything. i really did not think that she was going to say "yes" to me when i asked her out on May 13, 2006. but i was wrong she did. we have had some hard times im not going to lie but we have had a bunch of amazing times together 2. i always am going to no that the good times are going to outnumber the bad times. emily i dont really no what else to say to you but Thank You for the most amazing 6 months of my life and i cant wait for many more to come you always find a way to put a smile on my face.

besides that i have been sick as fuck for the past week doing nothing at home but sitting on my ass watching TV and playing video games. i dont think im going to be coming back to school for a while it seems that i may have to get the dangly thingy in the back of my throat taken out. kinda weird if you ask me. what else has been going on in the life of Ian hmmm nothing much oh yea im still with emily!!! YAY blah blah blaaaah!!! im bored at home sick and all i want to do is see my emily but she is always at home sick i think i got her sick and i feel bad bc thats the last thing i want her to be.. well im going to go lay back down now i will update this thing a little more

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 19:05:58 GMT

YAY!!!!!!! for October

well my life is amazing!!

she is in love with me
and
i am in love with her

Emily i love you baby and i always will you always find a way to make me smile!

ummm yea bored and waiting for emily to get home!!!

4 months

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 05:20:43 GMT

YAY
Emily and I have been dating for 4 months and i love her more and more as the days go by

Emily you are my everything and you always will be

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 02:49:02 GMT

well its been almost 4 months since i asked out Emily and we have been doing amazing! i love this girl so fucking much she always finds a way to make me smile even in the roughest of times. i just dont get it how such an amzing girl could want me be with me i really dont no but i not going to bitch about that bc of her i am so DAMN HAPPY!!!!! YAY!!

umm well im bored and does anyone even read this thing anymore??
blah blah blah I LOVE EMIY blah blah blah

oh yea did i say that i love Emily

Sun, 07 May 2006 17:08:11 GMT

wow last night was fun i chilled at my friend emily's house. she was kinda haveing a party. i walked in on a orgy which was something you dont see everyday. umm i dont really no what to say so blah blah blah blah blah

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 19:39:53 GMT

well Happy St. Patrick's day

i am grounded for this weekend so i cant have anyone over and i cant go anywhere unless its to work. so this St. Patrick's day is going to be me sitting home alone and cleaning the house and doing homework and listening to my mom bitch at me about how im not doing good in school. while my friends are out at partys and haveing a fun weekend. thanks a lot mom.

<3 Ian

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 17:31:03 GMT

i did not go to school today bc i feel like shit so i have been laying around and watching movies all day i dont mind at all well my weekend was amazing all thanks to robin again!! i am so lucky to have her YAY!!!!

ummm blah blah blah blah my head hurts and my tummy hurts so i am going to go back to laying down

lifes great

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 03:07:03 GMT

well i have to most beautiful girlfriend ever and her name is Robin!!! she makes me so damn happy its amazing. i got a job today which is cool i guess working at coney. umm what else is there to talk about ........ oh yea IM SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!

YAY!

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:34:51 GMT

im so happy!!!!!!!!

and its all thanks to her!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:58:41 GMT

His eyes are locked on her,
Her eyes are fixed elsewhere,
He’s confident, but he's not aware,
She doesn't care.

Their only connection, is the silence that they both grasp,
he's lost control, but she’s not aware, of his stare.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 15:28:50 GMT

well i am in class right now and i am really bored and i hate this class so much and i dont even no if people even read my LJ anymore so umm yea blah blah blah blah blah

spring break 2007

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:36:37 GMT

anyone interrested in going on a cruise for 2007 let me no. my mom is putting together a group and the sooner we do this the cheaper it will be.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 18:54:34 GMT

i still think about her all the time and i miss her so damn much....

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 21:06:50 GMT

well yesterday steph broke up with me... on sweetest days.. of all days to break up with someone. i dont really no what to do with myself all i ever did to her was treat her like a angel b/c in my eyes she is an angel. i no this is kinda sad but i am going to sit and wait for her to come back if she does. i hope she does b/c i still love her with all of my heart and i just am going to hope for the best. i dont really no what to do b/c every little thing reminds me of her and i just want to start crying. well yesterday at mochas in the afternoon everyone was takeing turns telling about how there sweetest day has been like so for and when they came to me to talk about it all i said was she left me today and everyone just stop talking for a few seconds and it made me feel like shit. i just put my head down on the table. everyone told me that its going to be ok well its not going to be ok. its so fucking hard on me i have been trying to find something that makes me happy but everything i do just makes me think of he even more. what the fuck did i ever do to deserve this. i am always getting hurt. my life is always fucking me over and over and over. when will i get something good in my life. oh wait i did but she left me. well i am about to start crying so i may write more later tonight.

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 15:58:22 GMT

this is what i feel like

well i feel like i have nothing to live for anymore..and i feel like laying down in the middle of hiller road. i wish i was a better person. i feel like shit. i feel i have lost everything. as i am writeing this i am looking at the pictures of her that i have all over my room and i just wanna fucking cry sounds fucking lame i no but thats just me. i sit back and think of all the great times we had together and how there may never be any more of them. all i may every have are the memories now and that scares me. its just too difficult to be just me instead of we. she still is my everything and i will always love her even if she stabs me the back a 100 times my feelings will never change. she will always be in my heart and i will always be thinking of her and wish to god that some how this will work out for the good.

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 02:35:55 GMT

well people if any one wants to chill this week i am open friday through sunday. stephs not coming home this weekend so i wont be with her the whole weekend. so if any one wants to do anything call me or something b/c i no i will be bored or just sitting at mochas all weekend

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 13:52:06 GMT

4 months ago i asked out the girl of my dreams and we are still together. Steph i love you so much and i dont no how you have put up with weirdness and strangeness. you mean everything to me baby. you make me so damn happy and i cant wait to see you on friday!!! I LOVE YOU STEPH!!!

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 15:34:29 GMT

well today is the last day of summer. this was the best summer of my life all thanks to steph. even tho i did not really hang out with a alot of people this summer i learned who my true friends are and its not many but who cares. steph i love you so much and thanks

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 01:58:08 GMT

well i am home now i have been up a CMU with steff since thursday and i had the best time of my life up there. i already miss her so fucking much and she has made my summer the best summer ever. i no that i am going to see her all the time and we are still going to be together even tho we are 2 hours away from each other. steff i love you so much

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 18:28:13 GMT

i love steph lots and lots and she is so damn cute when she has so much sugar in her system and she is jumping all around the house

i miss you guys

Thu, 26 May 2005 16:02:00 GMT

I am really sad that today is the seniors last day at West Bloomfield High School. I am really going to miss my old group of senior friends the most even though the past couple months we have not been talking. I had some of the best times of my life with those guys... I just would like to say thanks for all those times we had bon fires in my back yard and all the times we would just play halo 2 for hours. I miss how we would just be stupid. I miss how we all would play Frisbee at Marsh Bank Park and in my back yard and the Frisbee tournaments at DCD. I miss all the times we would go to village place really late at night. I miss how we were all friends. I am proud to say that I was friends with you guys at one time because you guys are some best guys I have ever met. I will always remember you and I love you guys even though of everything that has happen.

I miss when john and I were like brothers and how he would stay at my place on school nights because he was too tired to drive all the way home. I also miss all the times when I was with john and we would drive with are doors open and try to hit snow banks with the doors so the door would slam shut. I miss how we would go to burger king when Gary would be working and make fools of are self’s and would ball stall the counters. I remember the time when I was with john and I had to help him with his self portrait for photo class. I remember a lot of good times with that kid and I am really sad that we don’t even talk any more. I wish we were still friends.

I miss blitz a lot. I miss how we would play halo 2 with mark for hours. I miss how he would drive me home and he would pull the e-brake in my driveway. I miss when he would stay over and we would do nothing but fuck with each other. I miss how he lived at my house for a week when I was doing his dreadlocks.

I miss white mike. I miss how he would come over with his computer and he would sit in the corner and play online games for hours. I miss how we would just sit back and watch cartoons for hours.

i miss a lot of people...

Sun, 22 May 2005 18:43:46 GMT

well this weekend was amazing

Sat, 21 May 2005 06:16:15 GMT

i had a great night

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 23:17:37 GMT

One week!

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 22:55:06 GMT

i am deathly afraid of life-threatening raccoons.
i am going out with a terrible tree climber.
a ghost.
a midget.
dumbo.
a vampire.
a veg.
a hippie.
a drama freak.
a biter.
a girl with alot of balls.